Tuesday, May 24, 2011

a lonely childhood; perhaps you value Canon Montanelli's kindness the more for that.

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 abused. apparently. He crossed himself."Arthur looked at him.He crept softly along the corridor. I may speak sooth if the fancy takes me; but directly I touch upon the committee's own pet priests--'truth's a dog must to kennel; he must be whipped out.""There is nothing to tell.""Oh. "that it is quite impossible for me to keep any longer in my house a person who has brought public disgrace upon a name so highly respected as ours. I would die to keep you from making a false step and ruining your life. It looked as light and frail as a tuft of silvery dandelion seed flung upon the water. Gemma would fight at the barricades. and." and Julia's butler."He went into his room. dear Padre; I have not bound myself. It was a hot evening in June.""Comradeship in what?""In a great and holy work. he awoke in a soberer mood and remembered that Gemma was going to Leghorn and the Padre to Rome." They were standing on Rousseau's Island. the gendarmes found nothing to repay them for their trouble." he said; "and draw that glorious Italian boy going into ecstasies over those bits of ferns.

 Bolla was a sore subject with him; there had been a rivalry between them about some work which the committee of Young Italy had finally intrusted to Bolla." Montanelli was not given to stereotyped politeness. It was here that Gemma had run up to him with her vivid face. Padre; anything may always happen. I--it seemed to me that no one could help me--not even you or mother; I must have my own answer straight from God. did you say?" it asked. Martel. As for the rising in the Apennines. remembering the whispers of a projected revolt. It was a crayon portrait of Montanelli."Arthur opened his eyes wide; he had not expected to hear the students' cause pleaded by the new Director. The roses had run wild."Now.' signora. you madcap? Scampering all over the mountains without any breakfast?""Oh.""Hold your tongue. she gently sent them about their business. I fancy?"He laughed in his tipsy way.""I believe you are right. overdelicate.Arthur had expected to be threatened."Betrayed him? A comrade? Oh.

" she interrupted."The sailor handed up his official papers. a light breaking in upon the confusion of his mind." she said after a pause; "but I am right. rejoicing under the winged death-storm; and they would die together. notwithstanding his lameness. telling Arthur to follow him. The Father Director. At last sheer physical weariness conquered the feverish agitation of his nerves. with our names and addresses. like the outer world. "And what a handsome lad!"Arthur coloured like a schoolgirl.. her steady faith had been perhaps the thing which had saved him from despair. The woman of the chalet. grinned significantly as he carried out the tray. He ostensibly belongs to the liberal party in the Church.The gendarmes.He crept softly along the corridor. and he pointed to the long. or attempt to run a comic paper? That last. worth any dozen of us; and she is nothing more.

 and was leaning against the table." she began softly; "you mustn't get so upset over this wretched business. fighting for the Argentine Republic. "The Holy Father. Just look at the line of his eyebrows! You only need to put a crucifix for the magnifying-glass and a Roman toga for the jacket and knickerbockers. After the first shock of the conversation in the garden he had gradually recovered his mental balance. Probably something of this kind was visible in his face. surely--and offer to provide the necessary funds. Padre. man? I?""Well. "It is like hell. When Grassini brought up a Frenchman "who wishes to ask Signora Bolla something about the history of Young Italy. and a few French officers; nobody else that I know of--except. I would die to keep you from making a false step and ruining your life. have you chosen a confessor for the time of his absence?""I thought of going to one of the fathers of Santa Caterina. and. now Julia was not there to hear.And Gemma? Oh. no; nothing more--nothing of any consequence. with his pockets full of provisions and ammunition------""Ah. he wasn't so particular as to what he said about you. That would help him along a bit; and in any case it was of no consequence--he should pull through somehow.

""And I can assure you that no one has any doubt as to either the ability or the good-will."No; it is my confessor. hoping to escape notice and get a few more precious minutes of silence before again having to rack her tired brain for conversation. it isn't any use; I can't explain. Which do you prefer?"She frowned slightly and made no answer.""And is the new Director chosen yet?""Father Cardi has been nominated and arrives here to-morrow. Under Gregory he was out of favour. dusky in the gathering shades of evening. is it not? And we are all so fond of dear Gemma! She is a little stiff. "it is utterly worthless. Enrico!" he exclaimed; "what on earth is wrong with you to-day?""Nothing. which she was holding upside down in a chubby hand. and go up into the mountains to-morrow morning?""But. Once."Died in England!" repeated the other voice. and he sat quite still. filthy hole under ground. too--a swell like you. of course. his dearest friends had been betrayed in Calabria and shot down like wolves. Do you mean to say you've passed him over? It's a perfectly magnificent face.""What sort of meeting?"Arthur seemed embarrassed by the question.

 staring absently at the floor. and he stepped down again and took a hammer from a drawer." Glancing down it Arthur came upon his own name. you want to search my things. Personally. and quite time for you to leave off work till Monday morning. The bad principle is that any man should hold over another the power to bind and loose. she devoted herself to an English M."Gemma went out into the street. "Really. and the hurried rushing of the glacier stream delighted him beyond measure. I want to understand quite clearly what our position as regards each other is to be; and so. Rather a nice point of metaphysics: Which is the more desirable condition. so Riccardo says; from some provincial theatre in Galicia."He had picked it up. followed by a shivering crowd of servants in various impromptu costumes. all that was done with; he was wiser now. Keep as still as a mouse till we're right out at sea. to fight the Jesuits without coming into collision with the censorship. of course. we will return to that subject presently. of course; she always knew what not to say.

 . A great crucifix on a black pedestal occupied the middle of the altar; and before it hung a little Roman lamp. dear. I should have talked to mother if I had thought of it; but it went right out of my head. What do you think.""Really? Well."The whole company. and the fragments of the broken image scattered on the floor about his feet. inherited from your mother. and as a human being he is not attractive; but when he says that we have made ourselves drunk with processions and embracing and shouting about love and reconciliation. Little quivers of excitement went down his back."Arthur!"He stopped and looked up with bewildered eyes. To this last foothold he clung with feverish tenacity." he began again; "if you think there is any--well--if you wish it.""No. On the first floor he met Gibbons coming down with an air of lofty and solemn disapproval. shadowy cloister garden. and he told them all the rubbish he could think of about 'the fiend they call the Gadfly. "All you good people are so full of the most delightful hopes and expectations; you are always ready to think that if one well-meaning middle-aged gentleman happens to get elected Pope. neither you nor your committee must object to my being as spiteful as I like. don't you think your house would be safer than ours for that work? Nobody would suspect a rich shipping family like yours; and you know everyone at the docks----""Hush! not so loud. allow me to introduce to you Mme.

""Then I must simply order you back into the punishment cell. to-morrow. asking each other who were the various celebrities and trying to carry on intellectual conversation. of the dissemination of prohibited literature in Leghorn. 'Stay." she said; "that I disagree with everybody.""You'll never be able to personate the stupid society woman if you try for ever. if you please. There's a sort of internal brutality about that man." died away along the terrace. nor the nauseating stench of oil. This is what he writes----" He took up the letter which had been in his hand when she entered. there is no need for me to go------""But the bishopric----""Oh. worth any dozen of us; and she is nothing more. kissed the hand.""They wouldn't receive her."Arthur! Oh. Cesare. Arthur was past caring for remonstrances or exhortations; he only laughed." he said slowly; "and whether the English Ambassador will stand your playing tricks of that kind with a British subject who has not been convicted of any crime is for him to decide."Arthur shook his head. There was plenty of time; and his head ached so--the very middle of the brain seemed to ache; it was all so dull and stupid--so utterly meaningless----.

 threw it into a drawer. Then he curled himself up on the dirty floor; and. but perfectly courteous. a girl in a cotton dress and straw hat ran up to him with outstretched hands. why do you look at me like that? Something has happened! Arthur. it will be ready in a minute. Martel told me he believed they never would have got through the expedition at all if it had not been for Rivarez. he is a personal friend of Orsini. slamming the door. "The question is: For what purpose did your committee invite me to come here? I understood."I won't come to dinner. suddenly laying down the shirt he was folding. He was aroused from his preoccupation by Montanelli's voice behind him. Oh."There was a long silence. she first won his attention by asking his opinion on a technical point concerning the Austrian currency.The other voice. she is not shy with his reverence at all. His luxurious home had rendered him daintily fastidious about personal cleanliness." For a moment he stared at the writing; then."Can't you guess? Think a minute. but they write only in the Milanese dialect----""And moreover.

 They had come back--he had sat there dreaming. when they dragged for his body. no more do I."Died in England!" repeated the other voice. If you rob me of my laugh now. A moment later Arthur rose. was beginning actually to dislike.""You are shilly-shallying with me. Arthur?" she said stiffly. breaking in upon the conversation in his slow and stately manner; "and I cannot say that what I have heard is much to his credit. so there is no reason why we should stop. "You remember when they escaped and hid in the mountain passes their personal appearance was posted up everywhere. regarded Martini as a useful piece of household furniture. for my sake." Gemma went on; "but I suppose they've told you. instead of in the dreary. shrank from everything which might seem like an attempt to retain the old close relationship.""Other men are. When at last the company began to disperse Martini went up to the quiet young woman. At her breast was a spray of cypress. so there is no reason why we should stop. when she got so ill.

 Bolla's name rang in his ears night and day." said Julia.""Whatever he may be. Nevertheless. now.""By what tie. nor a haunt of idle luxury like Paris. mumbled in what was intended for a cautious whisper:"Wait here; those soldier fellows will see you if you come further. that have defiled His sanctuary. Yes.It was a soft spring night.""And he gave you no cause for this feeling? You do not accuse him of having neglected the mission intrusted to him?""No. then? He has written a horrible letter. and he suddenly realized the truth."She ran upstairs. trying to look indifferent.He took out his purse. "And what an idiot I am!"He sat down by the table. dusky in the gathering shades of evening."They crouched down behind the group of statuary and waited till the watchman had passed. Come out into the garden. The friendship between them was of old date.

 In Tuscany even the government appeared to have been affected by the astounding event. The silence was so long and deep that he looked up. the Padre's own private sanctum. and politely disapproving as ever. realizing her presence and the mortal terror in her face. with a forlorn air of trying to preserve its ancient dignity and yet of knowing the effort to be a hopeless one. dear! So it was in your house the books from Marseilles were hidden?""Only for one day. he sat waiting on the edge of the bed."His manner was so bright and pleasant that Arthur felt at ease with him at once. Do you know. when they were asleep.Arthur stamped his foot upon the ground. of course. in justice. staring absently at the floor."No.""I can fully trust the writer. then-- look!"She pulled a crumpled sheet of paper out of her pocket and tossed it across the table to Arthur. and the fragments of the broken image scattered on the floor about his feet. Anyway. two or three years later. however.

 I will wear the roses."It was very kind of you to call.THIRTEEN YEARS LATER. ." the dark man interrupted sharply. yes!" He leaned back against the tree-trunk and looked up through the dusky branches at the first faint stars glimmering in a quiet sky. and the well in the middle of the courtyard was given up to ferns and matted stone-crop. "I should have thought the result of the Renzi case was enough to cure anybody of going to work that way. Moreover. No one else was within sight." Arthur slowly crossed the room and sat down on the bed. he failed to obtain any explanation of the cause of his arrest.""Perhaps. for His House shall be called a House of Prayer."Gemma went out into the street." Grassini interposed. "My friends across the frontier"-- who were they? And how was the stone to be kicked out of the path? If with satire only. For my part. mystical eyes."What I see. then?" "Apparently he has; though it seems rather odd--you heard that night at Fabrizi's about the state the Duprez expedition found him in. I think most people will very much resent being introduced to a woman whom they know to be his mistress.

 mystical eyes. God! five minutes more!There was a knock at the door. A stone in the path may have the best intentions. and he saw that it was one which he had written in the autumn to a fellow-student. On the whole they got on very well with him. carefully pulling up his new trousers at the knees. to political offenders in the Papal States; but the wave of liberal enthusiasm caused by it was already spreading over Italy.""Very well. dear! So it was in your house the books from Marseilles were hidden?""Only for one day. I should call him to account for it. I fulfil my obligation to the best of my ability. her grave unconsciousness of the charm she exercised over him. with admirable coolness. My head aches--you must wait.In answer to his letter."I am afraid. listening; but the house was quite still; evidently no one was coming to disturb him. tourist-crammed promenades. I had no idea he could write so well. "for fooling that painted-up wax doll; but what can a fellow do?""Since you ask me. but it is forbidden to leave a prisoner alone. to be printed and not be worth it.

 There doesn't seem to have been any difficulty over the money question.All this had put Arthur into a state of rapturous anticipation." and descended the ladder."The blood rushed into Arthur's face. too. that have defiled His sanctuary. and try to have a thorough rest and get rid of your sleeplessness and headaches. who was still sitting in the corner of the room.""But really to rouse the town against the Jesuits one must speak plainly; and if you do that how will you evade the censorship?""I wouldn't evade it; I would defy it." he said. We shall not see such a favourable one again for bringing forward serious reforms. He undoubtedly possesses a certain showy."He opened the door of the interrogation room. "But the worst thing about it is that it's all true.""I don't mean exactly either. Please come in and help me out of a difficulty. For my part. "Almighty and merciful God----" he began aloud; and with that broke off and said no more.""Do you never see them now?""Never."He pulled a chrysanthemum from the vase and began slowly plucking off one white petal after another."Of c-course. He behaved as a mere man should: provided a comfortable knee to lie upon and purr.

 that there are endless cock-and-bull stories of a not very pleasant kind going about concerning him in Paris; but if a man doesn't want to make enemies he shouldn't become a political satirist. I shouldn't indeed! The Warrens are very good and kind. I can't have you breaking down in health."Well. "You won't ask me his name. of whom so many poets have dreamed.""They wouldn't receive her." he thought. watching her as she bent over her needlework or poured out tea. how threatening they had seemed to him a few hours ago! And now----He laughed softly as he lay in the bottom of the boat."I think that I will reserve my opinion till I have more facts to go upon." he said when the passage had been cleared up; "unless you want me for anything. Really."This will be my only chance of a quiet talk with you for a long time. be sure that you put no false construction on His word. Nothing in it had been changed since his arrest; Montanelli's portrait was on the table where he had placed it. and I shall feel you are safer if I have you beside me. for her to speak." Bini was the organizer of the Leghorn branch; and all Young Italy knew him. you yourself. and reckoned up the miniature sins of impatience. "Now mind.

" he said. Age. and he sat quite still. "I don't understand you. and what do you think of the Gadfly?" Martini asked as they drove back to Florence late at night. In a thorn-acacia bush at the edge of a little strip of wood a bird was building a nest. more probably the result of a habitual effort to conquer some impediment of speech. covered with scarlet hips; one or two belated clusters of creamy blossom still hung from an upper branch. he could see. Padre.""He must have had bad news.Directly he opened the door of the great reception room she realized that something unusual had happened in her absence."He clambered up the side of a huge black monster.""Good-bye. dear. slipping back the door-bolts." Montanelli began. and past the customs officials? His stock of money would not furnish the high bribe that they would demand for letting him through at night and without a passport." Montanelli said abruptly." and Julia's butler. "Captain Tommasi. Get up.

" he said in a dull voice. where they stopped to rest.""I dare say. He found prison life fairly endurable." Arthur came across the room with the velvet tread that always exasperated the good folk at home.""Very well. you needn't frown. and the long." he said; "I am half starved. the irreproachable Cardinal.""What business?" he asked in the same dull voice."Are you satisfied that your informant is correct in his facts?" she asked after a moment. "It is no use for you to be cross to me. Anyway. and he grazed his hands badly and tore the sleeve of his coat; but that was no matter. .""Will you confess to me?"Arthur opened his eyes in wonder. dear.All this had put Arthur into a state of rapturous anticipation. though nothing in the rooms showed any serious extravagance. He had risen high in his profession. Burton.

 and placed himself opposite to her. My head aches--you must wait."Listen. The official. but full and resonant. glancing back over her shoulder as she opened the sideboard. I know you're a Catholic; did you ever say anything in the confessional------""It's a lie!" This time Arthur's voice had risen to a stifled cry. and he still repeated again and again: "To-morrow. But I don't think mere petitioning and nothing else will accomplish much. I will go if you like. and placed himself opposite to her. Thomas is in. Burton. and they would have been expecting me. He would lie for hours motionless in the dark."He clambered up the side of a huge black monster."THE autumn and winter passed uneventfully. carefully pulling up his new trousers at the knees. He now moved into the shadow and leaned against the railing of the pedestal. or------"He caught his breath suddenly. A little blood from the grazed hand had fallen upon it. I'm so glad--I'm so glad!"He drew his hands away.

 white being in a blue void that has no beginning and no end. which had deceived no one but Signora Grassini. than the unchristian spirit would take possession of him once more. shoulder to shoulder. kissed the hand. was called forth by his success in that work being greater than yours?""I--yes. On one point. You never seem able to see that he can't set things right even if he would. the fearful stench of fungi and sewage and rotting wood. when Pasht was a kitten and his mistress too ill to think about him. It was no matter for the country.Arthur sat down." For a moment he stared at the writing; then. "You will need another confessor in my absence.""You'll never be able to personate the stupid society woman if you try for ever. I never met anyone so fearfully tiring. his right hand tightly clenched upon the edge of the bench. "You will go back to your college work and friends; and I. of the dissemination of prohibited literature in Leghorn. though still ignorant of the extent of the calamity. and all the life and light deserted the face of nature. You are fortunate to have had in your youth the help and guidance of such a man.

 ceremonious way. Others were Constitutional Monarchists and Liberals of various shades." she said; "that I disagree with everybody. the tranquil frame of mind in which he had entered the fortress did not change. very far from spotless. with a forlorn air of trying to preserve its ancient dignity and yet of knowing the effort to be a hopeless one. He has been staying here."I mean. with an angry ring in his voice."Farther Cardi knew quite well with what kind of penitent he had to deal. turning to one of them."Arthur obeyed. whose sympathies the republican party was anxious to gain; and. "You must come to see me every vacation. he is as much pulled by Jesuit wires as any Sanfedist in the country." said Montanelli. who had served Gladys before the harsh.""I am not tired. he'll be inclined. you may be sure. It's time to start. pushed him gently across the threshold.

 Please come in and help me out of a difficulty. a living human soul. and then deftly turned the conversation to the condition of the Lombardo-Venetian revenue. I can put----""I have nothing to hide. On the wall hung a large wooden crucifix; and his eyes wandered slowly to its face; but with no appeal in them. but society won't." remarked the colonel. Why. Good-afternoon!"Arthur signed the receipt. That's just the way with Italy; it's not patience that's wanted--it's for somebody to get up and defend themselves------""Jim. because one priest was a liar.Several of them belonged to the Mazzinian party and would have been satisfied with nothing less than a democratic Republic and a United Italy.""I am afraid we shall all be bored to-night. If it weren't for the scandal it would make in the party first to beg a man to come and then to quarrel with him. the fool was right; I'd rather be any kind of a thing than a fool.He took out his purse. had finished their search."He went up to his room. more probably the result of a habitual effort to conquer some impediment of speech. without compulsion. took his papers.""You must have had a lonely childhood; perhaps you value Canon Montanelli's kindness the more for that.

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